Continued from Part 1 here...
So, I've accepted the challenge to take up some things for Lent. It means I'm going to have to let some things go, but I think it'll be worth it.
I'm taking up an attitude of gracious acceptance. I'm cutting people some slack; giving them a break. Everybody's got baggage, and there's usually a backstory to what people say. I know, it can all be frustrating, irritating and definitely a hindrance to progress. But I've come to realize that the more hurtful, critical, or plain ol' crazy someone's words or actions are, the more deeply layered that backstory. It means I'm going to have to give up fighting silly battles in an attempt to prove I'm right, but I'm going be a responder, not a reactor.
I'm taking up the challenge to remember that the word, “pastor,” is in my title of Worship Pastor. In reality, this role relates to everyone in my congregation and it expands to ministries and concerns outside my little realm of music and corporate worship. And it incorporates some folks I don't normally deal with on a day to day, or even week to week basis. It'll probably involve some grunt work and some behind the scenes ministry that nobody will ever know about. It means I'll have to give up the “It's not my job!” mentality in order to take up a “What an honor to serve Jesus this way!” mindset.
And I'm taking up the challenge to do my part in making all the planning, rehearsing and worshiping – with all those I plan, rehearse and worship with – more significant than anything else they might do with their time and energy. I'm a believer in responsibility and accountability for those who commit themselves to ministry, but I want their involvement and their investment to be rewarding … fun even! I want them to feel deep down inside that their sacrifice and their commitment is worth it.
Finally, I'm taking up the challenge to take up the cross. This isn't an “Oh, I guess that's just my cross to bear” way of thinking. This is intentionally engaging in what I'd sometimes rather intentionally avoid. Just like Jesus did … intentionally, on purpose, of His own accord. Jesus was no helpless victim. He went to the cross willingly. This challenge will likely mean some tough decisions; some putting up with stuff I'd prefer not to put up with; some personal sacrifice. But we can't bear His image without bearing His cross.
I'm taking it up for Lent, and the journey's begun.
